day twenty-one

day twenty-one: what is your biggest fear?

I think right now, my biggest fear is that I'm never going to figure out what I want to do with my life. Meaning what I want to study in school to lead to a career. Basically. Because I've almost completed an entire year of college (which is crazy -- time really flew) without getting any closer to having even an idea of what I might like to do.

And it's just, you know, terrifying to not have any idea at all what you want to study. So, I'd say that's my biggest fear for now.

s.e.

p.s. My declared major right now is Pre-Music. So basically, I wasted away an entire semester before figuring out I didn't want to do that. And you can't become "undeclared" if you've already declared. Is that not the dumbest thing you've ever heard? Because I think it is.